If I create an online course

If I created an online course? It is the last day of the blog to bank challenge by Rachel Ngom homework assignment. What it really says is “if you were to create an online course considering your skills and expertise what would it be about?”

That is just it. I don’t think that I consider myself an expert in anything. I know a little bit of a lot of subjects but not enough to call myself an expert. I can work towards being and expert in something. I don’t want to run a class for people and then have them say it sucks. That is putting my self in a position that I don’t want to be in.

I can put myself out there on the internet and truly be me. I don’t care what people say because a lot of the things I do are opinions. People are aloud to have different opinions. Yet if I put myself out there in a online course I have to be able to teach it. Then I would have to take the criticism with it. Which I should be able to do. The thing is I have situational depression with being in school. I don’t think this would be a good step for me.

I take criticism pretty well when if comes to most things but when it comes to school I will work on it and work on it until I think it is perfect and then barely get a C. I don’t or won’t put my self in that place. My mental health is more important to me. I don’t think I could take the rejection to well. I will always do what I think is best for me.

In my life MENTAL HEALTH conversations are not taboo subjects. I have battled depression and have been on meads for it when I am on campus. I have had friends that are battling depression. There are friends of mine that have or are transitioning and have battles that I am will to listen and tell them my point of view from and outsiders perspective or just help them by willing to talk mental health. My brother committed suicide and that is not a taboo subject in my family life and we talk openly about it because there is nothing to be ashamed of.

If I am going to be talking about these subjects I should leave the websites of resource there to help people.

On the frount page of the suicide prevention hotline it says “
The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is a national network of local crisis centers that provides free and confidential emotional support to people in suicidal crisis or emotional distress 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. We’re committed to improving crisis services and advancing suicide prevention by empowering individuals, advancing professional best practices, and building awareness.”

https://twloha.com/

TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS is and organization that is about getting the resources and information out to people. I like to have this one on all of my social media post because it is helpful to know the messages that they send out to people. On my Instagram what message they had after my brother passed helped me out.